Love...is that the dreaded thing they call it?

Hey, I'm just bored and weird, being me right now. Again, the moon was awesome. I swear to god I have some serious mood swings. I was really hyper this morning, and it was very fun, but then it wore off :( I guess I need to make my doses stronger...hehe. I feel really weird, today. I've felt weird and mixed up about something for a little while now, but it's suicide to post it on here. I think I know what it is, but then I go back and think it all up again, and then I get confused again. And my grandma backeast was in the hospital because my grandpa, who's an alcoholic, got pissed off and shoved her down and she had excess bleeding and bruised her face all up. My mom was an alcoholic, too. And how sad to think that I may become one and the only thing stopping me is this damn kidney of mine, and I just puked out all of my confessions in a very vague way right there. Haha. I am hungry and shaky. I love driving, and please don;t post a comment on here if all you are going to do is lecture me. I can't wait for Jacumba this weekend. I wish I never had to come back here. Ok, I have to leave. Losers get kicked out of school at this hour, or the ones that are left. HAhahahaha. OK Layter.