I have concluded...

I have concluded that I'm not meant to graduate school, I'm not meant to get a new job, I'm not meant to get a decent car, I'm not meant to move out, I'm not meant to be engaged, I'm not meant to lose weight, I'm not meant to ever have or make money, and I'm not meant to meet new people or see new places. I'm stuck here. I'm always broke, always surrounded by the same people, places, situations and bullshit...and after 5 years of being here, why the fuck would anything change? It won't. Hard work and patience don't pay off. Ever. They just give us something pathetic to feed on.