MTV is to music as KFC is to chicken!

So, as all my friends have said, I'm psycho for taking 17.5 credits. I think 12 would suit me well, but no, that's too EASY! I need to come close to killing myself every semester to make it worth it. SO that's all I have to say about THAT. I've been doing good. Another lesson I've learned (yes, I keep learning more and I'm SICK of life lessons but God doesn't care) is that after being hurt badly enough, I know that instead of not being able to love again, I know I can love better and give the better love only to the one who deserves it. I'm not jealous or missing him, I just wish he would've been considerate enough to for a second feel the pain he made me feel, but he doesn't care enough to. So I've learned my lesson and I'm done. Besides, last night was way fun anyway. I went into work and grabbed my friend from register, took him to 605 where the damaged goods are, and created a few more damaged goods. But maybe one of these days I'll tell you the truth about what I actually did. But probably not. And no, it didn't take place in Kmart ;) HA! Now I've got you all curious. And I hope those fuckers give me the weekend off so I can go to Mexico with Billy's family. Yippee. I've been missing Scotty. I know I didn't see him that much, but it just really sunk in, after reading old conversations, that I CAN'T see him again. Or at least not for awhile. And it made me really miss him and I was sad he and Caryn were gone but I didn't feel the urge to see them again until recently when I wanted to put their pictures in a heart locket I have. I never thought I'd need it for that. But I really do miss them, moreso Scotty because I knew him better. He was just a really great guy and I've heard she was an amazing girl and I wouldn't doubt it from the time I did know her.If I could have anything in the world, it would be to get time back and relive the great moments I had back then that I can't get out of my head. I would have all my memories relived again.