loose with time,tight with money. thats the way my family rolls.

so the hot italian and i had another encounter a couple nights ago, though it was not as wonderful, but still not bad. i had a dream of my previous kmart lover as well, whom i havent seen in a while. i dreamt he came in to visit me and i got super excited. god he was hot, i really liked him. anyways, yeah i did almost get my ass kicked as i suspected would occur, but i bullshitted (is that a word?) my way through it. it's what i'm good at. amanda and eddie babysat me last ngith which was fun and yesterday i went with leslie to a place to do a thing and i got a thing and i like it, i think. shit, i'm breaking out. anyways, um not much else i feel like blabbing about except that i'm like longing for jacumba and the desert. i need the desert and the storms and the emptiness and solitude and the wide open space. i'm sick of san diego, believe me. even ramona has too many goddamn people in it for me to want to stay.