123, ABC, ETC., LSD, PCP, XTC

I guess this is on online journal in a sense since nobody reads this crap anymore. There's obviously some things I won't say on here but I think I've said all I'm saying now before. So, moving on.
My break was awesome. i hung out with Adam a lot. I'm slowly learning each relationship is different and so I should stop comparing them because if one thing didn't work in one doesn't mean it won't work in another. I just, wow. I've changed so much in the past few months, even the past month even, or week, too. Each day just gets more different each time. I hope my friend is ok. She seems kind of, I don't know. But I hope she's happy. i'm gunna have to party with her some day. So I've been reading my LSD book. If I could take any three drugs I'd take LSD, XTC, and either heroin or PCP. Because it's like if you're gunna screw up your life and do drugs you might as well make them interesting drugs. Weed or cocaine or meth-those all sound like boring drugs. They are just kind of there. I also think shrooms would be interesting. Weed seems like the most harmless of them all but it seems like it makes you so mellow that it's boring. Most of the people I know that do weed are really boring people. They have no personality. But then my friend has done tons of that plus other stuff and she's really fascinating to talk to. But yeah I've done many things I didn't think I'd do at all or at least for awhile in the past couple of weeks. But it's ok. I'm good now. I do have a pretty deep "mark" on my thigh (I'm still continuing to be vague in case somebody I know tracks me down and finds info I don't want them to know about) and it's pretty cool. i'm fascinated by it. Anyway, maybe I should get a new blog because I'm really sick of trying to be vague because I'm convinced nobody reads this but I know as soon as I say something I don't want certain people to know, they'll read it and then whee off to the institution. Maybe those who DO read this will learn something new about me. Hell if I know.