For once, not drugs

For once I'm not talking about drugs. Wow. i haven't much to say today. The other day I had a craving for blood-just to see it and feel it. I don't know, it was weird. I was wondering if you get depressed enough if you stop feeling. Do people who committ suicide feel too much or feel too little? I was just wondering because I just finished my creative writing final which was a short story titled How Do You Feel. It couldn't be as weird as I wanted to get a decent grade but o well. I'll get my chance. Does anybody read this? No. So today i'm hanging with Adam. it will be much fun, he's so laid back, I love hanging out with him. I used to think i wanted something deep and serious and now I'm with him and I love how he's opposite of what i thought I wanted. Anyway, i guess i can post more later.