My heart is shattered into pieces...

So yeah. I'm basically a mess right now. I can barely breath. So besides college being completely underwhelming and a person I have feelings for a long ways a way, something else is getting to me. I know I should break it off and it would've been easier except it all just hit me at once. He said in a few months he's going to be moving to San Marcos with his friends. His friends which he cares so much about. And I know I don't want to continue to be with him because it just keeps tearing me apart more and more and I can't stand it. But it still hurt when he said it because if I did still want to be with him, he seems that he could care less. Thankfully I can see the whole picture but it still hurts. I shared so many things with him and now I'll never see him again soon enough. I got too intimate too fast and I can't for the life of me square with that and then there's all the times he really fooled me into thinking he felt deeply about me. But now he treats me like I'm some obligation and I know it's meant to end but it just hurts knowing he doesn't care. All the times we went and had fun and laughed and went out, all the deeper moments we had, rare enoguh though, all the things I told him, everything special, and now it just doesn't mean a thing. He'll soon move on and actually LEAVE to go someplace else and forget about me and it just really hurts. He used to eb such a big part of the school too and now he wants nothing to do with any of his friends from there. I know I'm being really dramatic but it's really hurting me. He's just going to be gone. I wish I wouldn't have dated him at all in a sense. It hurts too much to be worth it. He doesn't want to be a part of anything that I used to know of.These dreams I keep having don't help either, they are all just about him doing things that hurt me and him caring less. There were so many times he made me feel like the best person in the world and he was so amazing. And we had plans that I didn't think would work but still had hope for. Nonetheless I didn't think it would end quite like this. Just a big part is that after he moves I won't see him again. It's like a final goodbye. No more of anything, not even friendship. Which sucks because he used to be an awesome friend of mine and now he won't even be that. We are too far gone. Even my last boyfriend, I still can see him and am somewhat friends with him and we were able to later talk everything that happened through and I finally feel at peace with it. But this one is a storm and I can't calm it. I don't even know if i sound rational right now, i'm sure I don't. It just feels like a final goodbye and I can't take it.