New thought about Heaven

So I just randomly remembered this. When I was at the river, I was looking over the water and we were at this perfect spot because there was this huge red cliff/rock thing, shadows from the clouds on the mountains around us, rich green plants around the water, and sun sparkiling on the glassy water, and here we were just quietly floating down the river. And I began to think that this might be what Heaven looks like because it was so beautiful. And I'm thinking that maybe Heaven is like a planet, not some little fortress made of clouds. Nobody knows but I'm just guessing that maybe Heaven isn't part of this world but has a planet sort of atmosphere. I thought it was kind of a cool thought. So yeah, I think I have to go now. I'm supposed to go to the pool with Billy (but my stomach is cramping like hell). And Eddie is back, I'm so excited. But he has to leave in 4 days and then he'll be back around January. So I'm still working up the courage to end it with the guy who seems that he could care less about me. I just have to remember it's highschool (or was) and is not a big deal nor the end of the world. If it's going to be good for me (i think so) then it has to happen/end. The fact I have a computer to type out all my crap on makes me feel less alone in the situation, almost like I'm writing a made up story for other people to read and this is a dramatic part. But everything passes. Sometimes things just have to get worse before they can get better, and by the time that happens, you are a stronger person. I'm going to keep hoping. Wow I need a new topic to talk about, this whole break up dating subject is getting old.