a black year

so i guess this is the year for all the shit that could go wrong, to do so. i don't know if it's God reminding me I'm an adult or just bad luck but shit has gone bad. It started with adam and i breaking up. then it lead to finding out some really sad things about nicole pinning, then sue ochenduszko having to get numerous surgeries on her knee, my grandma's cat dying causing her to freak out, college getting off to a rough start, scotty and caryn dying, michael's mom getting in an accident, james welch getting in an accident, my friends from work getting in an accident, sam almost getting carjacked, to finding out my grandpa is going to die any day now, and my psychotic religious grandma is really sick too and could die just as soon, too. And that means making more time for more funerals and more shit that's going wrong anyway.
on a random note...remember when i said in a past blog "well i did something very bad last night but i had a lot of fun. i took a guy to the 605 damamged goods in kmart and damaged some more goods...but maybe one day i'll tell you the truth"? well, i may have been lying about it that time because what i did, didn't take place in kmart, but this last time, it kinda almost did. it wasn't by 605, though, it was by the carboard compactor ;) although not much happened , that's not to say it couldn't. yeah, yeah I'm a horrible person, but everybodys got to have their something, right?