yay for volleyball!...or not.

i was a sad panda when i learned there was no night class tonight because of the basketball game. i was really looking forward to paying at night with the night team. agh. oh well. instead i practiced in my room, which is a smaller area, forcing me to have ball control (which i HATE) but need to develop more of. like my coach says, all the power and no ball control-doesn't get me far. so i'm losing some power and gaining some control. hey, it's something in my life i can control, and even if it's just a ball, damnit, i'm controlling it. my eye hurts. anyway, so i hit it against my bed and a few times it bounced right back and almost knocked the wind out of me. good. then i layed down and set it over my head and it forced me to keep it there because if i didn't, it'd come back and smack me on the face or go bouncing off and break my radio. then i sat down and passed it to myself which really worked well. and now, my cat is laying inside a plastic drawer pulled out, full of bills. i hope eddie and i can take a class in volleyball at palomar together next semester. i think he's one of the only people in the class left, interested in playing. which is good because by the time he gets back, i'll be able to kick his ass in it. haha jk. anyway, i have to shower for the third time today, do homework and study as always, and go to bed like usual.