i should be in bed but...

but first i decided to mention how much i looove work. some people suck but most of them MAKE MY DAY! ah i love it. most of them have become my diehard pantry fans because im the original diehard pantry fan OG yeah. so... yeah im like just really happy a lot more often now thank god, because i was starting to irritate myself. anyways. so my new plan is to go to college, go to CalState San Marcos, graduate, get married, become a english teacher with PE on the side, teach for five years while being married, have a kid or 2, take an 18 year break from teaching, raise my 2 or 3 kids i'll have, take care of all household needs so all my husband has to do is go to work and come home and eat, and be with his family, have my kids move out, go back to teaching until i retire, hold down the house until my husband and i are both retired, and then go travel the world. then come back and live with jesus when we die. yep yep. so the kind of guy i want to marry will be like my dad. because my dad was not lazy at all and after my mom died, he was able to send me to a private lutheran school, own a house (and move into a newer nicer one), afford daycare for me (sue actually is like my mother figure now), and did all of this while jsut being a landscaper and a single parent. no we weren't rich and luxurious, he was just a hard working incredible person. and that is the kind of guy i'm going to marry because i want to stay at home and raise my own kids and be the mother i never had (although outside influences helped A LOT) so yeah. no lazy bastards are going to win my heart, that's all i've got to say. yeah and no sex before marriage and church every sunday and hey married couples night i heard can be entertaining. so yeah. i just hope i don't have to explain this all again to the guy i'm going to marry. i'd hope it'd be clear right off the bat the way it;s going to go down being married to me ;) anyway i will treat him well in return. God's just gotta show me the one.